amandalove19's Blog

I feel so alone in the world ... today was thanksgiving and I was excluded from the family ... no one cares if I'm there or not ... I stayed in my room because I'm the disgrace of the family! I hate my family and my life ... I need someone to take me away from here to show me the world and teach me how to feel ... I want to be loved but that seem so hard to come by now a days ... thanks world for seeming so far away but knowing your too close to not touch

I wake up ready but feel extremely crappy instead ... I try to help but I'm too "slow" for my mother ... we fight anf I leave to my room ... I decide to hide under my covers all night with nothing to eat ... fudge my life